The second verse of Fear is a Liar by Zach Williams "When he told you were troubledYou'll forever be aloneWhen he told you you should run awayYou'll never find a homeWhen he told you you were dirtyAnd you should be ashamedWhen he told you you could be the oneThat grace could never change Fear he… Continue reading Devil’s Lies
Depression. Darkness. Loneliness. Desolation. "Having the blues." I'm not sure when I first began MY battle of depression. I was young. Much like the waves of the ocean, waves of depression would suddenly crash onto my childhood like onto a shore and wreck my sandcastle. It was unexpected. It was a deep sadness I couldn't… Continue reading What is Depression?
TRIGGER WARNING: THERE WILL BE SOME MENTIONS OF PHYSICAL ABUSE. This is going to be long but raw and real and probably TMI, but as you will soon find out, that's pretty much just how I am. 😋 For those who have been following me for a while may notice I'm switching gears a little… Continue reading My Journey- Warning: Abuse
For me...tonight...the first choice is the winner. I worked on several projects literally ALL DAY, and I began to feel 100% destroyed and defeated. Joy is part of the name of my team. I'm thinking I typed the word COMPLETELY out of me. I know that is probably the stupidest thing anyone has ever read,… Continue reading Defeat>Joy or Defeat<Joy
This Thanksgiving I was thankful for many things. but mainly I am so thankful for the few people who have always shown they love me. Because there have been a lot that have not, even if they were supposed to🤷🏻♀️ For some reason, PTSD is wreaking havoc on me. 🤷🏻♀️ I’m still working through it… Continue reading Holidays and Mental Health
Depression: feeling sad, fatigued, and with a loss of interest in things you normally enjoy. Mental illness is REAL and it is HARD. Ever feel like you are so far deep into the pit of despair you can not breathe?The definition above is one pulled from my brain, but you can find a more in-depth… Continue reading My Burden is HEAVY